Okay, so I'm looking at my timeline on twitter and I see that a friend of mine tweeted "If @officialTila was gonna do it, she wouldn't be tweeting about it 2 weeks in advance. Thats stupid. Someone will intervene." So I use my common sense and figure Tila Tequila's talking wreckless. I'm not following Tila so I put in her twitter name and what do you know, SHE IS! I mean REAL WRECKLESS! She was talking about how God told her that she is needed "up there" and that she was gonna kill herself tonight, (10/4), but a friend stopped her and she told them she'll wait but only for 2 weeks and then nobody can stop her. I have no clue if this woman is serious, if someone else is writing all this, or if this just a publicity stunt, because her account on twitter is verified. One reason why I think this may be publicity stunt is because she is retweeting everything that everyone is writing to her. Some of the retweets are saying such things as kill yourself, dont do it, i wanna come with you, and some people are just speaking rationally to a troubled/bothered Tila. Dont believe me about the tweets to and from Tila, well here some are; "I know more about God than any of u. I had 6 near death experiences and died a few times N docs brought me back 2 life I seen the other side " - Tila, "Since everyone is urging me that I should do it and encouraging me to do it sooner. U might as well trend it. #tilacommitsuicide & I will" - Tila, "dont be pussys! Get it #1 Trend & I'll commit suicide 2night. Dont be a pussy #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicideless" - Tila, "If u get that on trending topics 2night at #1 spot. I'ill do it 2night. So do it! #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide" - Tila, "1) I have a gun, that might be painful tho. 2) overdosing, I think that's least painful 3) drowning, that's painful 4) gettin choked=painful" - Tila, "I have been doing research all night on the least painful and quickest way to end ur life. Its very serene. I've seen it before. I need it." - Tila, "I was the chosen one to come down here and be a messenger to try to help save the world. But the world lost hope. My job is done here." - Tila, "I have just lost hope for mankind. They are morbid creatures and im tired of being here trying 2 help ppl when everyone is so ignorant" - Tila, "RT: #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide #tilacommitsuicide" - Tila, "I got my gun here ready and my bathtub running.....I ain't scared. and I aint crazy.Me living or dying tonight is all in YOUR hands now..." - Tila.TWEETS SHE RETWEETED; "RT @janibear: @officialtila So how are we doing this Tila? Where's the Kool Aid? I'm coming with you.", "RT @fleurybanery: @officialTila tila, love you babe. But I do hope this is not attention seeking.(U will see me dead soon enough)", "RT @Cognac69: you're not even going to commit suicide either, its obvious you're seeking the attention of others due 2 insecurities..(Sure)", "RT @ChristieFknBaby: #KillYoselfTila with A shot in the face", "RT @ImThePerfectSIN: @officialTila So why Shun the rest if thats only a percentage. If you go then im going too (ok come with me)". Everything that is up there is either written by Tila or people that wrote to her like I said. Also, anything thats in parenthesis on the retweets is Tila's response to what was written to her. So my words on this topic is just the fact that suicide is not a joking matter and is very serious. If you need/want to be more in the public eye then go to award shows, walk down Robertson blvd. for camera action, talk horribly about celebrities, or stumble out a club drunk as a skunk for TMZ cameras to catch you, but tryning to commit suicide via getting encouragement from twitter is NOT the way! If perhaps she is really contemplating taking her own life she just needs to head on over to the nearest church, kneel down and pray until her knees bleed. Honestly I think she needs prayer no matter what the circumstances are behind all of this. If you want to check this all out yourself here's the link to Tila's twitter, www.twitter.com/officialTila. Everone just pray she gets herself together and finds TRUE guidance.
--brittany k.

